flower_of_lions: (Down time)
I told Professor Dumbledore what I did now that I'm back at school. The one in my time, I mean. I told him what I did, why I did it and that I would be handing in my Prefect badge. I know acted rashly and childishly, and... I won't be surprised if Potter never wants to speak to me again. I told Professor Dumbledore I don't deserve to be a Prefect anymore because I sunk down to Potter's level, and maybe even a bit further than that. I turned into a bully, like the students I stand up to on the behalf of those who get pushed around, simple as that.

And he made me keep my badge. He told me that it was a human reaction and even the best of wizards have acted on their tempers. It was strange, but before I left he said something about "sadness flying away on the wings of time" and not forcing forgiveness. ...Bit odd, that. I don't see why I would force him to forgive me....

[Locked to Remus]

When you see this, can you meet me outside the History of Magic classroom? I have something to talk to you about and it's very important.
flower_of_lions: (Lost in thought)
I figure if I write in my book again, it will stop appearing on my bed, in my bag, among my other books and everywhere else I never put it.

I had a wonderful time at Hogsmeade this past weekend, I found some sweets I know Mum and Dad will love when I get back home. I also had a lovely time out with my boyfriend, Mark, too. He was so sweet about me dragging him along in all the different shops while I was looking for Christmas gifts for my parents. Now, they have finally been settled at least, but I'm going to have to wait to get Tuney's until I get home. I sent an owl the other night to tell them the train will be in London on Saturday night, so that's that taken care of too.

Tomorrow, however, is Slughorn's party. I was looking forward to it before, but it almost feels wrong after seeing what happened to the Doctor... but I already promised Professor Slughorn I would and Mark has some dress robes to wear, so I'm going to put on a smile and go.

[Private]

It's strange though. Remus wasn't in our afternoon class today or at dinner and I could swear I saw the nurse leading him across the grounds at sunset.... Could it be that Sev's wild theory isn't so wild? It is a full moon tonight. It was the night we were supposed to do rounds together. Oh God... I need to talk to him. But I have so much to do tomorrow and Saturday. I'll send an owl when I get home.

On the other side of things, I still have to find a gift for Harry and James for the Secret Santa table. I know I don't have Harry for it, but I feel so bad for the poor boy. Besides, Willow said I could help by keeping an eye on the table, so I can slip in my gifts when no one else is looking. I still need to find something decent for Potter too, so he won't be able to know it's me. I know I'll regret a recording of that silly show, Monty Python's Flying Circus... but maybe that would be enough. That and hot chocolate mix. Now all that's left to do is put it together and hope I can slip away for the party. Mum and Dad should understand if I say friends invited me along.

[/Private]

((Tags after I sleep and get home from work~))
flower_of_lions: (You're not so bad)
It was a mercifully quiet night in the halls this time, I hope it goes as well tomorrow.

Speaking of, Remus, we've got rounds assigned together for tomorrow night. You haven't forgotten, I trust?

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