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Jan. 2nd, 2011 09:51 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
flower_of_lionsI told Professor Dumbledore what I did now that I'm back at school. The one in my time, I mean. I told him what I did, why I did it and that I would be handing in my Prefect badge. I know acted rashly and childishly, and... I won't be surprised if Potter never wants to speak to me again. I told Professor Dumbledore I don't deserve to be a Prefect anymore because I sunk down to Potter's level, and maybe even a bit further than that. I turned into a bully, like the students I stand up to on the behalf of those who get pushed around, simple as that.
And he made me keep my badge. He told me that it was a human reaction and even the best of wizards have acted on their tempers. It was strange, but before I left he said something about "sadness flying away on the wings of time" and not forcing forgiveness. ...Bit odd, that. I don't see why I would force him to forgive me....
[Locked to Remus]
When you see this, can you meet me outside the History of Magic classroom? I have something to talk to you about and it's very important.
And he made me keep my badge. He told me that it was a human reaction and even the best of wizards have acted on their tempers. It was strange, but before I left he said something about "sadness flying away on the wings of time" and not forcing forgiveness. ...Bit odd, that. I don't see why I would force him to forgive me....
[Locked to Remus]
When you see this, can you meet me outside the History of Magic classroom? I have something to talk to you about and it's very important.
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Date: 2011-01-04 05:37 am (UTC)Oh.
That is an awful trick.
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Date: 2011-01-04 06:24 am (UTC)I realize that, and I feel absolutely dreadful about it.
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Date: 2011-01-04 06:28 am (UTC)You could have did something else. He got really excited about that.
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Date: 2011-01-04 06:38 am (UTC)I know I could have and I regret that I didn't, but he's been bugging me for so long and my temper got the better of me. I fell back on pure instinct and did to him what he's done to other students without provocation.
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Date: 2011-01-04 06:41 am (UTC)I don't think he'd do something like that.
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Date: 2011-01-04 09:20 am (UTC)Perhaps not exactly that but [Dear god, how do you explain to a ten year old what his father is like at fifteen? Agh, this is so weird. Stop thinking in those terms Lily, just stop it.] Never mind.
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Date: 2011-01-04 09:26 am (UTC)...Did you apologize?
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Date: 2011-01-04 09:37 am (UTC)I'd like to, but I think he's been avoiding me. I didn't see him on the train back to school or anywhere else.
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Date: 2011-01-04 09:43 am (UTC)Maybe he thinks you don't like him.
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Date: 2011-01-04 07:29 pm (UTC)It's possible....
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Date: 2011-01-04 10:01 pm (UTC)You should put a note somewhere where he can see it.
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Date: 2011-01-05 12:42 am (UTC)